I know I haven't posted regularly since the beginning of February, this is due to stress and a lot of things happening in my personal life which has affected me deeply. I've been in a bad place and haven't had the motivation to get back into the blogging scene but from today I'm going to try and keep on top of it, I promise!
The big part of the reason why I stopped blogging was because I was suffering from mild depression and anxiety. Mosty anxiety but the depression was caused by the anxiety, it was almost like I would go from feeling anxious and on edge to feeling down and wondering why I was feeling like that. I tend to get anxious from family issues and if I overthink to much, I can convince myself that the worst thing possbile will happen to me, I can my own enemy. After months I plucked up the courage to go to the doctors and tell them whats going on. I know my blog is supposed to be beauty related but I thought it would be nice to explain exactly why I haven't posted for a while. I've seen a lot of beauty bloggers share with people that they have anxiety and I've now come to realize, its very common and I'm not the only person in the world.
I finally decided to get up and get motivated and start blogging again as the reason I started my blog was to distract myself from things going on in my personal life so from now hopefully I will post regularly and If I don't I'm extremely sorry. I'm going to stay positive and get myself into a happy place.
If any of you are suffering from anxiety or depression, your not alone and if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. :)
Worrying does not take away tomorrow's troubles; it takes away today's peace
Thank for reading,
Brittany x
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